Lost child

Had one of those horrible mummy moments today! You know those ones where your heart sinks, you feel sick with panic?? Yep, recognise it? Well my delightful 6 year old, Jacob decided that it would be better to frighten me by disappearing at the park than to tell me he had fallen over and rolled in mud (with his school clothes on.) One minute he was there, the next he was GONE!!! Emilie and Sam were on the swings, Rebekah was skipping around the park and Jacob was....GONE!! I couldnt see him anywhere. I was worried, panicked, angry, worried some more, feeling sick, concerned....sent Rebekah to the larger play park to check if he was there, but as I watched her wander and showing no signs of seeing him, I pulled the 2 children out the swings, clipped Emilie in her buggy, ran over to the large play area, looked behind me shouting Jacobs name......................................................................................................................................................


........................and there he was!!! Phew! Didnt even notice the mud!! Was just so relieved to see him.

He had been hiding behind the bin so he didnt get into trouble for being covered in mud! I think we both learned a few lessons this afternoon. However, I did get some cute pictures of Emilie (and Rebekah) laughing on the swing :)

Create...

I just LOVE this video. Whenever I'm having a rubbish day, or not feeling good about myself. I log on and watch this video. If it was meant for one person in the whole world, it would be me. It touches the bottom of my heart and reminds me of my worth and potential. If you havent seen it before, WATCH it! If you have seen it,watch it AGAIN!!! The next step is to believe it....I'm working on it!

Mummy. Money...sound similar right?

So lately we have been having a huge declutter marathon and selling all the bits and pieces that we no longer need/use. I like to get the children involved as it teaches them to recycle/re-use items rather than wasting them by throwing them in the bin, plus the takings help go towards the "new" (which really means the preloved) items that we purchase. However, whenever I take a picture of something, the children automatically ask "Are you selling that mummy?" The usual answer is "Yes", but this time I just had to laugh. I was taking a picture of 8 month old Emilie, who's current nickname is the "destroying angel." Jacob asked the usual question with a puzzled tone in his voice, but fortunately for all of us, the answer was "no" this time.

The other day in the car, after dropping off one of the sold items, Rebekah asked why we need money. We spoke about how we need to pay bills, buy food and clothing and how money allows us to have some nice things, like toys and sweets. Then we explained that although it is important to be able to do this, money is not THE most important thing in life. She then asked, "Do some people love money more than Jesus?" Darren and I just looked at each other rather surprised and I said "Yes....some people do." Then she said (in her matter of fact tone), "Well I don't. I don't need money to make me happy." My heart melted that my wise, 5 year old little girl is already learning that the greatest things in life are not things. Oh what a wonderful example she is to our family!!


The lesson goes on.....


Yesterday, I found Rebekah rather upset. Jacob had been tormenting her (nothing new there!) and she told me that she had said to Jacob that she loved mummy more than Jesus. Jacob was teasing her saying that he was going to tell me that Rebekah loved MONEY more than Jesus. But she said through her very sweet, but assertive voice, "But I don't mummy. I really don't love money more than Jesus...but I do love you!" and gave me a massive hug :-)


Often it is easy to think that through the hustle and bustle of life, our children are not listening to a word we are saying. When in fact, they are not only listening, but are accepting and changing the things they do or say to be good people. I'm so glad I have my children as a constant reminder of how I should be, they are great!

Winds!

Yesterday we traveled back from visiting my mum in Aberdeenshire. It wasn't a pleasant journey, I must add! The gusts of the wind blew the car from side to side, as the rain hammered down and the spray from the lorries caused my vision to be hazy. I had to grip the wheel very tightly and remain focused at all times in order to stay in my lane. At one point the wind was coming from all directions, it was extremely difficult to stay on my side of the road and to make it worse, I could see that I was coming up to 2 large pot holes. I had a decision to make. Do I keep going straight and hit the pot holes, but remain in control of the car, or do I try and avoid the pot holes, risking being blown off the road completely? It was actually a bit of a dilemma, as neither way was going to be great. 


Decision


So I decided to keep going straight, as to waver of course was going to be too much of a risk with how strong the wind was at this point. The pot holes werent as deep as I had originally thought and the impact on the car wasn't great. As we journeyed nearer to home, the force of the winds became less of a problem and was able to relax a little. I realised that I must have been really tense as my neck was sore and stiff. This made me think about my life. Am I "stiffnecked" when I am faced with an obstacle? Or do I use my knowledge and past experience to help me most of the way and rely upon the Lord to do the rest? Do I make the most of my trials? Or do I try to dodge them? There have been times in my life (not so long ago) where I have felt battered by the "winds and rain" and my ability to see my focus/goal has been blurred. It would have been very easy to move lanes and go off course. However by relying upon the Lord and my testimony of what I know to be true, I have remained on course. I still had to endure things that I would rather have avoided, however my Heavenly Father knows whats best for me and has given me the strength needed to complete that part of my journey in life. 


In Doctrine and Covenants 122:7, we read:

"And if thou shouldst be cast into the pit, or into the hands of murderers, and the sentence of death passed upon thee; if thou be cast into the deep; if the billowing surge conspire against thee; if fierce winds become thine enemy; if the heavens gather blackness, and all the elements combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good."

I am grateful for my testimony that God loves me and knows me better than I know myself. He knows my potential and gives me experiences to grow strong and to be my best self. He will do that for you too because He loves YOU!

Me and my family

Welcome to my very first blog :) I've been meaning to start one for a while. Well a couple of years actually, but time just seems to fly by.


My name is Gemma. I am a 26 year old wife to Darren and a mum to Jacob (6), Rebekah (5), Samuel (4) and Emilie (8 months). I am currently serving as a counselor in the Primary organisation for my church (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) and have 15 months left of my Bachelor's degree, after which I will be a qualified midwife!! Woohoo!! I LOVE music, crafts and ZUMBA. I have wonderful friends and an amazing family, whom I will introduce to you now.


Darren


Darren is 32 years old (I think thats right?) and is my best friend. We met when I was 16 years old and were married a few months after I turned 18. He is the 4th child out of 5, but unfortunately his younger brother was still born. He loves watching football, playing football, listening to football and playing football manager on the computer, oooh yes! He loves his sport which includes fishing. For the first 6 years of our married life, I thought he was fibbing when he would gloat about how great a fisherman he was, however over the past few years, he has redeemed himself. He grew up in Cumbernauld, Scotland and was raised a member of our church. At the age of 19, he lived in London and dedicated 2 years to teaching people the Gospel of Jesus Christ. When he returned home, he went to college and university and obtained a Bachelors degree in Social Work. Darrens greatest attributes are his selflessness and his ability to remain calm and in control when what seems like the world is falling apart around us. He is a great dad and the children think he is hilarious (but not as funny as Uncle Scott!!)


Jacob


Jacob is our firstborn. He is a very gentle, blond hair, blue eyed boy. He loves his family very much. He has a very sensitive soul and has great faith. He is a good example to us and reminds us of the things we should be doing. He looks forward to Family Home Evening (FHE) each week, almost as much as he looks forward to playing the Xbox after school. At the moment, Jacob would like to be a policeman when he is an adult.


Rebekah


Rebekah is 5 years old and has beautiful long blond hair and stunning blue eyes. She is such a caring girl, always looking out for others. She is also a bit of a bossy boots too (a bit like her mummy actually) and was born with mental hormones!! I am sure she has been here before! She is very creative and loves drawing. She is also a very spiritual little girl and loves coming to Primary at church. She loves playing with Barbies and watching Barbie movies :)


Samuel


Samuel is a bit of a ladies man. No matter where he goes, he seems to attract the girls. I think it is his kind and sharing nature. Give Sam some sweets and he automatically shares them out without being asked. He is more of a rough n tumble kind of boy, who loves his vehicles and pretending to fly. He is very strong willed and is not easy to win over, however he knows what is good for him and will do what he thinks is best. He enjoys playing football with daddy and saying prayers.


Emilie


Well little miss Emilie is just 8 months old, but her personality cannot be missed. She is a smiley, happy girl. She also knows what she wants already and lets you know when she isnt happy about something. At the moment, she loves to chew everything in sight and babble to everything and anything. She is such a joy and I feel very blessed to have her in our family.